Blonde Moment...LMAO!

So... I admit... I am not totally up to date on this "text lingo" crapola ok. So I have a friend who shall remane nameless for the sake of privacy...LOL I'm on a roll call me butter... ok ok sorry so I have a friend and when she texts me sometimes she writes "LMAO" at first I thought she was just spelling Lame-O wrong and then I thought to my smart little self "maybe she's saying lame-O different. So for about a week or two now anytime I think somethings lame I have been saying " Elle em eh O" and Ben has just sorta laughed and been like whatever linds. Well the other day I said it and he's like Linds why do you keep saying that? I said I dunno new way to say "Lame-O cool huh?" He's like where did you get that from? I'm like Brooke texts it to me sometimes... then Ben get this look the oh I love my girlfriend but I think her brain is fried at times. Ok he probably doesn't think that he's just like oh boy... linds... linds linds. So he proceeds to tell me that "LMAO" means Laughing My Ars Off.... WHOOPS! LOL
I'm like what ok whatever I still like saying it so for everyone else "LMAO" means one thing but for me its just another way of saying somethings lame ... ok!


Poor Ben... and my family LOl oh geez

Funny Thing Happened at Work Today... Too much Estrogen?

So... as you all may or may not know I work at Western Governors University. I am in the records department and I do the incoming transcripts. It's a pretty fast pace type of job. It definetly keeps me busy. I like it. I love telling Ben all my stories from work. He laughs and says "oh linds so much estrogen flying around your work it's hillarious!" It makes ME laugh because I never would have thought of some of these events as being "girly".
So... I went into the break room to make some soup for lunch. Ok well open the can, put it in a bowl, and then microwave it. Anyways... so I had brought some styrofoam bowls to put it in. Well first of all sorry I need to back track. I forgot a can opener so I had to find one in the break room and I did but it was kinda a how do you say it... disfunctional can opener. Ya thats the word. So instead of just turning the handle and it opening the can I had to just keep pressing it into the can sort of like scissors. Good stuff. ANYWAYS... so I am about to put it in my bowl and this girl mid twenties or so comes running over and says DO NOT PUT YOUR SOUP IN THERE! I'm very surprised I didn't jump and spill my precious can of soup all down the front of here... geez lady calm down! So I say to her why not? And she starts flipping out and talks to me for about ten minutes about how when styrofoam or plastic gets hot the chemicals from it seep into whatever is in the bowl, bottle, etc. and it can give you CANCER! Apparently... she says thats how a certain rockstar lady don't remember her name died because she left her water bottle in her car it got warm and then she drank the water and she got cancer. What the heck? So she found me a non plastic non styrofoam bowl supposedly and says sorry I'm not trying to tell you what to do I just don't want YOU to get cancer....

??? Estrogen + Looking at a computer too long + OCD + breakroom = CRAZINESS!!!

I'm more than positive I will have some more fun stories soon so stay tuned ladies and lads...

True Love

These past few days... or maybe I should say 2 1/2 months I have learned what true love is. If you ask anyone what is true love we can all have some sort of answer ... and they are all right. But do we really understand really comprehend what true love is? I know I had my ideas about it and what it should be like but until a very special person came into my life I don't think that I fully understood what it is.
My boyfriend Ben I believe is a great example of what true love is. I can be a very difficult person. I don't try to be I don't want to be but I've learned that at times I can be very difficult. Past experiences in my life... relationship wise.... have not been the best. A few years ago I used to think that a true loving relationship was the best thing in the world... until I had a few. From those relationships I just thought that this whole true love thing was something that maybe I just wasn't ever going to have in my life. Ridiculous I know! I had been hurt and then I got over it and then I was just plain bitter. Figured all guys who came into my life were pretty much the same... DIRTBAGS! I would give anyone a chance but I KNEW in the end that they would be jsut like the rest.... I WAS WRONG!!! Something amazing happened to me.... Ben Weber entered my life.
I have realized that I sometimes get upset about stupid non important things. They end up turning into a fight somehow and then I look back and realize that there is no reason to really be upset. Ben has taught me that there are much more important things in life then worrying about little things that won't matter in five minutes unless we let them.
I am trying very hard to not get upset about little things. I honestly don't know why I do it and its very frusterating. Because of past experiences I've gotten used to people saying that they cant' take it and telling me I have mental issues and then leaving. Ben will never leave me and I will never ever leave Ben. Ben has taught me that you work through things,you talk, you compromise, you work it out. In the end we become a stronger couple and we realize that our love for each other has grown because we worked through things.
No matter what... no matter how stubborn, how rude, how ridiculous I am... Ben always makes sure that I know that he loves me. That has got to be really hard. I love Ben no matter what but he is not difficult and stubborn and rude. He is humble, patient, and kind. He has shown me that no matter what he will be there for me and he will always love me.
I don't know if this makes sense to any of you but I have learned what the true meaning of true love is. I am so blessed. I really think that I am the luckiest girl in the world. Ben has brought out the best in me and has helped me to be a better person. I love Ben so much. He means the world to me. We are perfect for each other. We have so much together. I can tell Ben anything. Things that I can't tell anyone else. He is my best friend and I am truly, deeply, madly in love with him. I am excited to see what the future holds and I can't wait for all the adventures we are going to have. He is amazing... and once again I am the luckiest girl in the world.
This is my definition of true love... Ben and Lindsey.